Reporter: Zhang Yan Shan Li: I have been married for 6 years, in the second year of my marriage because of ectopic pregnancy, so up to now have no children, the husband is a man without his own mind, live with him, the heart feel very tired.
Reporter: Do you have feelings?
Shan Li: Our feelings are not salty or light, that’s all.
He’s an only child, and the family would love for us to have a child, but, uh, my situation is difficult right now.
The year before last, I met a man who was 14 years older than me and I loved him very much.
Reporter: Is he married?
Shan Li: He has a wife and children.
Reporter: You really love each other?
Shan Li: At least I really love him.
Reporter: You’re not sure how he feels about you?
Shan Li: I’m in deep.
Because the heart is very guilty, feel very sorry for the husband, how many times I decided not to contact with him, but I still failed to control their feelings.
I knew that falling in love with a family man would not be reciprocated, but I couldn’t help sneaking around.
Sometimes we don’t see each other for months. He always says he is busy and misses me very much. It breaks my heart every time I hear these words.
I know this is a perfunctory, but I still like a demon, refused to let go.
I am very straightforward, love is love, love is not love.
It feels like he doesn’t want to see each other, but he keeps saying he misses me.
The more he behaves like this, the more I can’t let go.
Reporter: THIS PARAGRAPH EXTRAMARITAL AFFAIR, YOU CONNECT THE FEELINGS OF THE OTHER SIDE ALL GRASP IS NOT ALLOWED, HOW CAN BE TO BUMP INTO LOVE?
The man refused to meet him on the grounds that he was “busy”. Don’t you feel that your feelings are being played?
Don’t despise the present life too much, there is truth in the ordinary, happiness is also in the plain.