“Sex Affair” protagonist’s passionate record!

Interviewee:

Huang Yejun male, 30, some IT companies programmers Huang Yejun some depressed, did half a day to talk, he said he couldn’t understand, why we love his wife, and she did not have the love of passion, is li, from the university, he has known for 11 years, and she never had the thought of love her, but in the bed for her “enthusiasm”.

Now he is in trouble. His wife, Heli, has found out everything and is determined to divorce him. He wants to ask his wife’s forgiveness and prove to his wife through us that he really loves her.

Huang Yejun says he is now passive because he has hurt two women.

Leading to today’s chaotic situation, “My mind is in chaos, the phrase is changed to be: my body is to the left, my mind is to the right, as if there are two me overlapping, ready to tear me…”

How to Convince her that I love her My wife Holly and I have had a lot of hot flashes.

Holly wasn’t exactly gorgeous, but she was the kind of woman I liked very much.

Married life is happy and sweet.

We enjoyed the wonderful life that was ours, including sex.

The feeling of falling in love is intoxicating, and almost every other day, we have to have a body “feast.”

We always mix two glasses of wine, put on a CD, melt in each other’s tenderness.

Holly has told me more than once that I’m great in bed.

Hearing this, I felt proud and satisfied, and what man doesn’t want to satisfy the woman he loves.

Life is busy and trivial.

I soon got involved in a software design project of the company. The time was tight and the pressure was great.

Five people in the team, including me, worked overtime every day and stayed up late.

Late night taxi home is often late at night, I already tired of body and mind, wipe face like a pillow black sweet country.

Let alone make love with his wife, it is very difficult to see.

One evening, I came home much earlier than usual.

He Li is wearing a sexy halter skirt to sit on the sofa reading fashion magazines, hair hanging down between the chest, under the light of her cleavage, charming aroma.

I suddenly felt the urge to pick her up and throw her on the bed.

She was so excited, she offered to cooperate.

But I had just entered her body, not a few clicks on the “point”.

I was a little embarrassed, explained to Holly, maybe this time too tired.

She also understood, patted me, rolled into the quilt to sleep.

The next night, I deliberately went home early, trying to make up for the night before, but after some lingering foreplay, I quickly retreated.

For days on end, the more I tried to make amends.

I was in a terrible mood.

I consider myself the best candidate for the company’s R&D manager.

Not long after that, another executive was promoted at the HR meeting.

Career frustration, let my mood more depressed.

I’m trying to get back in bed, but I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but the more I try, the less I can.

He Li did not complain from beginning to end, which made me feel guilty at the same time more than a self-hatred.

One night, I woke up in the middle of the night to hear Ho Li’s low sigh, very depressed sigh.

I was in a panic for a moment: if I could not give her pleasure, who was I to comfort her?

Men are bad at this, naturally preoccupied…

That day, the old classmates reunion, my depression was Li Xiao suddenly see out.

Li Xiao usually with TOMboy, so in my heart she is like the elder brothers, seriously, may also drink a little high bar, anyway, the day saw a ghost, I should say that she finished the career of frustration, suddenly not even their own such things also told her to listen to.

After listening to Li Xiao, patted my shoulder and said: “In fact, your psychological burden is too heavy to cause, relax and relax, come, now come to a drunk square rest……”

I felt relieved to finally get something off my chest that I had been holding in for a long time.

That afternoon, we spent more than three hours in the pub, also drink a lot of wine, li flushed face blossom a glorious, to the later, the other students are coming to gone, only she and I, she sat by my side, gently against his head on my shoulder, then, is that we go to open the room…

Oddly enough, I “bounced back” that night.

The next day, when I cleared my head, I felt terribly guilty. When I got home at night and faced Heli, I couldn’t look her in the eye.

For days, I felt my heart beat as soon as I walked in the door.

I do not know whether this kind of confusion and guilt in the psychological effect, I was more defeated in front of Ho Li.

The devil, the kind of want to prove their sexual ability of psychology and let me uncontrollable to find Li Xiao, every time and Li Xiao together, we have a very happy sex life, straight provoked Li Xiao said: “it seems not you can not do, is He Li can not do it.

During that time, I also asked myself, do I really not love Ho Li?

Get is negative answer, do I love is Li Xiao?

The answer was no.

It is said that there is love only sex, but why for me, love and sex are two separate enemies, like my body to the left, the mind to the right, there are two I overlap together, at any time to tear me……

During that time, I was really miserable and had a deep sense of guilt for both women.

There was worse to come…

There is no impervious wall in the world, He Li finally know everything, one day, she tracked me to Li Xiao place, she like crazy like clench beat me, scold me.

I have never seen her so angry, a few days in a row she did not let me into the house, I went to the unit to sleep for a few days, a few days later, feel He Li’s anger should be almost gone, just go home.

However, as soon as I entered the house, she threw me a piece of paper to sign, I saw the divorce agreement.

And it just hit me. Honestly, I never wanted to divorce her in my life.

I said: “Ho Li, you forgive me, I will never do sorry to you again.”

But HE Li like iron heart, she said: “Since you do not love her, but also maintain the name of the real death of marriage to do?”

I said I loved you.

She said, “I can’t believe it. If I love you, I don’t want to have sex.” She said:

“I think you are not love me or not, but is already very hate my problem, you not only don’t want to make love with me, even and I had no desire to take part in accidental amusement, otherwise, why each time, you can’t, I think you are the body out of the question, but didn’t expect you to be with li was in tune, so, are you tired of me.”

I said it wasn’t true, it wasn’t true, but how could Holly believe my explanation.

I think my own reasons are so weak.

But I do love her…

He acts like a pair of scissors stuck in my heart.

How can the body and the mind be so easily separated?

Physical betrayal will separate me from his heart…

What is true love when your body betrays you?

If I hadn’t discovered everything myself, I wouldn’t have believed he was with Li Xiao.

It had been a long time since our sex life had clicked. We were less married than we used to be. He was usually over in two or three minutes and I was just burning up.

I could see that he was feeling guilty afterwards, but I didn’t think anything of the fact that he might be too busy these days, but…

That weekend afternoon, Huang Yejun answered a phone call and told me that his colleague Zhang Liang informed him to work overtime.

Just a minute after he left the house, Zhang Liang called to ask him to play chess.

I was very surprised. Why would he lie to me?

So, I hurriedly put down the phone followed out, followed him to Li Xiao place, found everything.

At that time, only feel that the world is spinning, the original reason is here, I love the man love is another woman, what more than this let a woman sad?

Although afterwards, he repeatedly explained to me that he loved me and just wanted to prove his sexual ability to Li Xiao, how could this make me believe that if he loved me but did not want to have sex with me, he would fight with a woman who did not love him, which I would not believe to any woman.

The more I think about it, the sadder it gets.

I didn’t let him in the house for a few days, and then I figured out that since he didn’t love me, I’d cut him some slack and I’d let him go. We were both young and could start our lives again.

So I made up my mind to divorce him.

Of course, several years of husband and wife, said that I do not want to stay is false, my heart is still in love with him.

If he had not made this mistake, he would have been an excellent husband to me. He was very kind to me.

When I worked the night shift, he couldn’t fall asleep until I came back and lay next to him.

I was also very good to him, I know, sexual ability is the most vulnerable part of a man’s self-esteem, so our life was not very harmonious, I never scolded him, I kept quiet, just don’t want to hurt him.

But what I never expected was that he could not do it to me, but he did it to other women, which only showed that his love for me was false.

If he is only responsible for me, I want to tell him, don’t have the necessary, men and women are now independent, who left who still live, and women there is no need to need to responsible for men, and in my opinion, marriage responsibility more ingredients and the marriage becomes heavy, I don’t want to let he and I are going to be a workhorse in the marriage, so, let’s away.

Think of all let me some self-pity, every day is sad mood.

It’s hard for me to get around these issues in my heart.

“But, you know, Huang Yejun came to us and wanted us to tell you that he really loves you.”

“But, in my opinion, love should be both emotional and physical loyalty, and now that his body has betrayed me, what is true love?”

“You should probably recognize that men have a different attitude to emotion and sex than we do, and that sex outside of marriage is attractive to men because of a certain ‘novelty’ feeling, when they are generally not emotionally attached to their partner, but only attracted to the sex.

This pure physical betrayal, if you still have love, should not be grounds for divorce.”

Holi was a little thoughtful, maybe our words moved her, she said, “I’ll go back and think about it.”

She gave me a chance The other day, after you met with Ho Li, she came home and said to me, “Maybe now we should not dwell on the question of whether we should leave or not, but we should quickly find the reason for the sexual discord.”