Mother morning exercise back to love, holding a morning paper on the day, happy, mouth do not know what to read, see me, a pair of big sun in the warm expression on the face.
“What’s the matter, Mom, hit the lottery?”
I brushed my teeth and leaned in to see what was in the paper.
“Go, go, have an early breakfast and go to work.
Beware of being late!”
Mother quickly put the newspaper into the basket.
I looked at my watch. It was a quarter past seven.
I strapped on my laptop, grabbed a tea egg and rushed to the station.
The DRIVER IS KIND, OBVIOUSLY THE BUS HAS STARTED, SEE ME A PAIR OF CATCH up WITH would rather die of the rest OF the vegetables LIKE, LENG is stepped on a foot brake, opened a door crack, I like a big catfish, lost no time to squeeze up.
I was relieved that if I was late one more time this month, I would lose all my bonus.
Fortunately, every cloud has a silver lining.
Just beside me, a passer-by was also reading a morning paper. I looked over my head, but I didn’t know.
I think of mom’s weird smile in the morning, which is not like early menopause.
Had she been tempted to do the same?
Remember two days ago she accidentally helped me to tidy up the drawers, still holding my graduation certificate to look left and right, with a kind of boast of the first woman in the world said: “My daughter is a great, master’s degree, long to bear looking!”
I couldn’t listen anymore. I ran away.
Now it seems, is really poor parents heart.
I, Miao Kexin, 29 years old, single, no boyfriend.
It has been five years since my first negative experience.
In the past five years, I have seen through the nature of love with an experienced attitude. I have kept a wide distance from anything that causes hormonal changes. I have no desire, no desire, no love or hate.
Just bitter mother, a pair of said light not top priority, said heavy fear of hurt and self-esteem of the hold, make my surface a group of hip hop coax her clearance, but in the heart again and again to her back to say sorry.
This time, I do not know what to do?
${FDPageBreak] My mother asked me to walk her around Nanhai Park.
She has park complex, every morning after retirement by bus to Nanhai Park morning exercise, and then back by bus, rain or shine.
This time, she under the banner of Mother’s Day is not to let me accompany her to go, I think their busy career all the year round, do a filial piety is also should.
Into the park, the old mother looked east and west, and took out a newspaper from the bag.
‘Over there!
She took my hand and went to the direction of the small West Lake.
My heart unripe surprise, difficult way mama exercises a body to still have fixed territory?
Small West Lake is full of people, each column in front of a piece of B5 paper, written on the name, age, education, native place……
A picture of the person in question was also posted.
My eyes widened. What is this?
After reading my hobbies, personality and career resume, I looked up to the sky and sighed. I saw a red silk slogan between the branches of two locust trees.
I turned to look at my mother, who knew that she had excitedly run to the fifth pillar.
“Kexin, come quickly!
I can’t believe Mom called me out on this occasion!
It looks like a treasure trove.
Immediately, I feel round shot glass eyeball light, thief bright thief bright ground staring at me.
There were a few old ladies like mothers who were inspired to go in the direction of their mothers.
I shyly gave my mother a silent sign.
I ran over and quietly bit my mother’s ear and said: “You are so loud, I will slip away first.
If I had known Mother’s Day would be like this, I would have treated you to a feast!”
Mother just don’t listen to what I SAY, reading glasses slide down from the bridge of the nose, calm, said a sentence: “Mother is also for you can be happy!”
Such a simple and powerful sentence made my heart ache.
There are a few middle-aged and elderly people hanging around me, pretending to look at the lake, but really staring at you.
I pretended to turn a blind eye, but saw not far away, there was an old man unexpectedly dug down a two-inch photo, stuffed into the bag, mouth also said: “Take it home to my son to see!”
This scene suppressed my desire to run away.
When mom put the handpicked contact information of Sun Zhihao into my hand, I stammered: “Really let me take the initiative?”
This is what era ah, the age of a little older, unmarried are all called “leftover women“!
I am a “leftover woman”, but also do not want to “saint” on the road to run alone.
I took the plunge and sent Sun Zhihao a text message to test the waters.
Sun Zhihao, 32, wears a hat for a overseas returnee.
There IS MUCH HANDSOME NOT TO SPEAK OF, MEDIUM HEAD, THE XIE DING OF FAMILIAL INHERITANCE SHOWS CLUE AT THE BEGINNING, THE GLASSES OF A PAIR OF RULES AND RULES IS PRESSED ON THE BRIDGE OF NOSE, LOOK AT A GLANCE, THE FEELING IS VERY SEDATE VERY STEADFAST.
I can not say what feeling, calm in a touch of loss.
Look at yourself, and sitting at the other table to eat the beauty gap is also pretty big.
I think he came to see me, maybe out of respect.
But unexpectedly, his experience and I about the same, is also the old mother to his education certificate, identity documents secretly to “reward the world”.
“There was a time when we were proud parents.
Now it’s a burden to them!”
Sun Zhihao leisurely ground to say.
I nodded furiously in agreement.
This is also my heart, do not want to let them worry about difficult, so, just put down the high and self-esteem, ran here to meet Sun Zhihao.
At the end of the meal, we had a good impression of each other. Sun Zhihao paid the bill first and offered to send me home.
Crossing the street, he switched from my right side to my left side, blocking the roaring traffic for me.
Our hand seems to have if no ground to wipe, want to recover, and feel don’t because of their pretentiousness, let him identify me as a mean woman.
Standing on the zebra crossing, when the green light was about to turn red, he decisively took my hand and rushed across the road.
Running up the moment, the feeling of love suddenly came.
On the bus home, in the dark, he gave me his only seat and stood beside me.
I looked up at him and he was looking at me tenderly, like I was a little girl in need of protection.
When I got home, my mom stared at me sensitively, trying to dig something up.
I pretended to be calm and ran to the bathroom to take a shower.
I heard her whispering to Dad in the living room, “My daughter doesn’t seem very happy.
I didn’t see the photo of Sun Zhihao that day. I don’t know whether I didn’t post it on purpose or was removed by others. I think he is an ugly person.”
I set the shower head to the maximum, the sound of the water, I laughed to squat on the ground straight.
After that day, Sun Zhihao started asking me out frequently.
My heart is like a pool of water mist wreathed in a hot spring, comfortable and appropriate.
Lovelorn for so long, I almost forgot to be liked by a person is what taste.
Sun Zhihao reminds me of the fact that even older women can enjoy small romantic love.
The more he stuck to me, the more I found myself falling in love with him.
We were lost in our wonderful love when Sun Zhihao was suddenly unreachable.
Did I just get dumped for no reason again?
${FDPageBreak} His ex-girlfriend suddenly turned back. Sun Zhihao’s mobile phone was turned off, no one answered the landline at home, and his colleagues in the company said that he had not come to work for several days…
The mysterious disappearance must have been premeditated!
Angrily, I thought he was a swindler who cheated the feelings of older girls. I took a taxi and went to his house angrily.
I want him to talk to me face to face, even if it means humiliating himself.
With the impression, I successfully found the Sun Zhihao only once came to the home.
He had not entered the house when he was heard arguing violently with a woman.
The old building doesn’t sound well.
After listening for a long time, it seems that his ex-girlfriend changed her mind and came to see him.
He said he was in a new relationship and asked her to respect his choice!
I heard a little happy outside the door, think this Sun Zhihao is not a big liar.
He didn’t steal money or sex, and for months, he was just a poor guy who failed to kiss.
Because I don’t want him to think he’s got her so soon, and then he won’t cherish me.
Gradually there was no sound in the house.
I put my ear to the door, but it was still silent.
They didn’t, like, twist it onto the bed, did they?
I blushed for thinking so dirty.
But it is not impossible, after all, according to first come, first served, I belong to the “mistress”.
Others years of tenderness, vows of eternal love, not a few months of good will be able to defeat.
My tears flow down, think of yourself is really sad!
I have to see what I believe and run to the door to verify my failure.
I began to knock on the door, do not stop.
Let your fists break their composure, break their intimacy, and make them unhappy.
Suddenly the door opened, and there was a woman with red eyes and no disheveled clothes.
“I’m looking for Sun Zhihao!
I suddenly became timid.
“What are you looking for him to do, you are Miao Kexin?”
I nodded.
She must hate me, but suddenly I feel sorry for her.
Hearing my name, Sun Zhihao ran out of the other room, not disheveled.
My heart was slightly relieved.
He opened the door for me, and the silence of two turned into a confrontation of three.
Only, Sun Zhihao leaned close to me.
It’s an attitude.
The moment I grabbed his hand, the woman burst into tears.
“Can a mistake never be forgiven?
You said you’d love me forever.
And now you love someone else!”
I can’t believe she’s talking!
“I am also a person who has been betrayed and defeated. Betrayal is not just a mistake of a person, but the irresponsibility to oneself and disrespect to others. It is the other party who is hurt more.
